You are the only person I can talk to. I guess talking to him is just equals to no talking. He never understand how I feel and what I need. I wonder if he ever tries. He just do things he like without considering how I would actually feel. Communication problem? YES! I think it is or maybe not. Is either my problem or his problem. I'm so confused and am dying inside. Am I wrong? I'm just a plain and normal girl. What I need is just a word of comfort and not sorry. Every time I hear the word sorry my heart feels like needle poking me. Once in a blue moon is okay but I'm hearing this word too often. Sorry sounds like another way of saying I'm not worth your time or energy. Am I? Why do you rather say sorry to hurt me and not showing you are really sorry through your action? I'm asking too much or what now? fmll. I'm an idiot I guess. I never learn every time I got hurt. Yes. I admit I'm very very stubborn. It is not a good thing sometimes especially this. I keep on forgiving & always hoping that there's a chance for things to get right. So am I dropping my value by doing so till I'm not worth appreciating anymore? So are you taking me for granted now? Please don't make me feel so. Please.. I beg you for the very first time. It has been quite some time that I feel failing in love is happy and warm. Only lonely nights and tears are accompanying me all these while. Shower me with more love can you? Things that can be bought with money actually don't mean much. Precious and wonderful things can only be feel within the heart. Dramatic? maybe. But this is really my thoughts. I have no idea whether this will be my last relationship but I'm giving my 100% so I hope you are too. I hope you can treat me like I'm the only one. And not forgetting, God, please show me some mercy.
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