Tuesday, May 11, 2010

don't tell me you know me

when you don't even try! :(

Monday, May 10, 2010

9th May 2010

it's a special day~ it's my birthday and also mother's day =)
i think this is the second time my birthday fall on mother's day.. hehe..
the first time as i can remember is on my cousin's wedding..
so there's like three occasions on the same day xD
this year i had a earlier celebration with pig-tato..
so i spent my day with my family instead since it's also mother's day =)


my birthday & also mom's day cake ^^
when we went to the cake shop, only left 4 cakes! so we don't have much choice.. but it taste good =)


i'm 20th~

happy mother's day, mom <3

thanks bie! muakss <3

from yz, sc & sis~ thanks!

cute? it's a free gift =)
we bought the shokubutsu shampoo just to get it.. haha xD

hehe ^^ win from a game =)
it's also from the shokubutsu shampoo event~
need to buy 3 boxes of the shampoo in order to get it but i just won it xDD


thanks min =)



Sunday, May 9, 2010

:(

when something went wrong i just don't have the courage to blame it on others.. although i will get mad at you but it won't last long because sooner or later i will start to blame it on myself instead.. i will get moody and don't feel like talking.. because i just don't know what i should say or do.. to say i'm sorry because i feel guilty or blame it all on u because i am right? i always thought that i don't have the right and qualification to blame it on others since i am not that good too.. don't ask me to scold you or hit you.. not i don't want to.. i just can't.. i am afraid i will lose all of you.. that's me! i don't have that much confident in myself and i lack of the secure feeling.. so please don't take away my limited confident and courage i have.. i've tried my best to be a happy go lucky girl.. but please don't forget i am just another weak girl in this world.. i'm weak inside and i do have hard feelings too.. i don't like showing others my weak side because i feel others wont pity girls like me.. they will just feel i'm annoying and then hate me :( please be kind to me.. i just don't want anyone to dislike me..