don't tell me you know me

when you don't even try! :(

9th May 2010

it's a special day~ it's my birthday and also mother's day =)
i think this is the second time my birthday fall on mother's day.. hehe..
the first time as i can remember is on my cousin's wedding..
so there's like three occasions on the same day xD
this year i had a earlier celebration with pig-tato..
so i spent my day with my family instead since it's also mother's day =)

my birthday & also mom's day cake ^^
when we went to the cake shop, only left 4 cakes! so we don't have much choice.. but it taste good =)

i'm 20th~

happy mother's day, mom <3

thanks bie! muakss <3

from yz, sc & sis~ thanks!

cute? it's a free gift =)
we bought the shokubutsu shampoo just to get it.. haha xD

hehe ^^ win from a game =)
it's also from the shokubutsu shampoo event~
need to buy 3 boxes of the shampoo in order to get it but i just won it xDD

thanks min =)

:(

when something went wrong i just don't have the courage to blame it on others.. although i will get mad at you but it won't last long because sooner or later i will start to blame it on myself instead.. i will get moody and don't feel like talking.. because i just don't know what i should say or do.. to say i'm sorry because i feel guilty or blame it all on u because i am right? i always thought that i don't have the right and qualification to blame it on others since i am not that good too.. don't ask me to scold you or hit you.. not i don't want to.. i just can't.. i am afraid i will lose all of you.. that's me! i don't have that much confident in myself and i lack of the secure feeling.. so please don't take away my limited confident and courage i have.. i've tried my best to be a happy go lucky girl.. but please don't forget i am just another weak girl in this world.. i'm weak inside and i do have hard feelings too.. i don't like showing others my weak side because i feel others wont pity girls like me.. they will just feel i'm annoying and then hate me :( please be kind to me.. i just don't want anyone to dislike me..

Be Strong!

although this may be the last time,
but friend don't frown.

although we can't be lover,
we are friends forever.

you wish that i will find my happiness,
i also wish you will find yours too.

not only you who want me to be happy,
as a friend i also want to see you happy.

so remember,
please don't lives because of someone,
do lives for yourself!

you can be selfish,
no one will blame you.

as all of us know,
everyone need to be selfish sometimes.

i believe you will understand someday,
love is not everything in life.

so be strong!
and believe in yourself.

till the day we meet again,
i hope you are living in happiness ^^

ouch! muscle ache and feel so tired~
but still enjoy badminton with classmates =)
also enjoy outing with bros and sis and of course bie ^^
thanks for being there for me..
love all of you~

.Sorry.

.
i am sorry
.
i am really selfish
.
never think of other people feelings
.
but before i hurt anyone
.
i will make sure i don't do anything that i will regret
.
that is why i am glad that i will be leaving penang soon
.
leaving everything behind to concentrate on my studies
.
i know that my though is also very selfish
.
and this won't help to solve any of the problems
.
but i choose to escape and let the time to do the rest
.
i really wish that one day we will all be living in happiness
.

do you really love me?

if you do please do care about me!

after exam..

finish exam.. here come holidays.. but no money.. so its boring!! almost everyday stay at home grow mushierooms.. hahaha xD everyday schedule = eat sleep pps.. thats y la.. gaining weight ==

drama that i'm watching..

下一站，幸福 (Autumn's Concerto)





海派甜心 (Hi, my sweetheart)




both also not bad.. i realize that EVERY drama include the drama above the girl will fall for the guy who will make her cry and hurt her but never fall for the guy who always by her side and care about her.. haha xD even in the real world also like this.. no wonder there is always a saying "男人不坏, 女人不爱" ( literally it means "If a guy's not bad, a woman won't love him.")

plyx, jia you!

exam is approaching.. only left 10 days now.. my mind is not ready for it yet.. i don't have the mood to study.. i know i don't have strong determination.. but i'm trying my best.. i really hope this semester can help to pull up my cgpa in order to qualify for the scholarship for advanced diploma.. i know i'm counting all on this coming exam for the scholarship yet i don't have the heart and motivation to do it.. i don't know why.. i felt that i'm slacking from one sem to another.. haihzz.. i'm dead! my mind is full with all sorts of nonsense.. so i'm telling myself not to think anything else other than this coming exam.. i know a strong consciousness is needed in doing this.. i will try all i can to have my mind and heart set ready for exam to strike for my goal.. god bless! not going to update till i finish my exam.. wish me luck =)

happy 2010

it's new year! a brand new year a brand new me =) on new year eve we went to queensbay after class.. watch avatar.. we bought the tickets a day before afraid that it will be full again like christmas eve == long 3 hours movie.. but a nice one =) after that very damn hungry.. at first plan to eat at queen's food market but full with people so no place to sit.. then we headed to kfc.. also long queue although it is a fast food restaurant == no energy to walk to others already so we eat there.. we went to the crowd where the concert is held.. saw tank and power station.. the countdown then the fireworks.. not really impressive but still okay.. then went to sc's house because of yz's desire for the ice cream.. hahaha xD we met yh and bf at the car park when we are stuck in the jam..