# 41

Today went out audit again~ but only with Z.. It's great cause at least we talk more now not that awkward anymore :D the company located at near PSDC. Lunch time we went to a cafe nearby and had char siew rice + white coffee. Wait kinda long cause the rice is not cooked. Hungry till shaky >< Bu zhi bu jue is time to go back home. Then I realised his car is full of Stitch! haha xD so I guess he likes them.

Dilemma! To tell the truth or to tell lie?? Haihzz -.- hopefully the result is good la.. pray hard! I need some strength and courage tomorrow~

>.<

# 40

Dear x,

I really wish I can give you up right now! I hate you! You don't worth my tears!!!

# 39

First day of work on the 7th. Nothing much to do actually. Just simple task like arranging the file and learn simple ubs only. Then the following days of the week I went out to Kulim and Batu Maung. Tired not because of work but because of the jam >< Colleague there is so so. All kinda young around my age. Hmm.. Can't really blend with them. Either I'm new or they don't like me? Whatever. Don't really care. What I care is just to learn and to get my salary. I need my salary to pay for my exam as well as to earn a living for my family. Sis has been working so hard all these years and now it's time for me to help to reduce sis and parent's burden after so many years of studies. I counted.. what I earn for the first month is not enough to even pay my parents.. so pathetic! sigh!! and one more thing.. my calculator went missing on the second day of work! really miserable.. hopefully someone mistook it and return to me asap le..

# 38

03/08/2012

Min fetch me to mcd for breakfast and to meet with mon and sin. 

Mon really slim down a lot. Hope I can be like her too. 

We chit chat then suddenly my phone rang. It's from Mr Tan! 

So he called and say that I'm hired! 

but the salary is a bit disappointing. Sigh! 

but hopefully there will be a increment after probation period  :/ 

So then we go mon house to take her stuff then back home to bathe 

while waiting for min's sis to finish school. 

Fetch her sis and cousin back then we head to qb to shop for my working attire.

 For lunch me and min ate pizza and mon ate tokoyaki and also blackball for all of us :) 

Golden Sweet Corn Delight

# 37

25/07/2012

Sis and I went to Tesco to have our lunch and also to buy sk present box. We had Chicken Foldover since is it the last day of promotion. Not bad. Quite nice :)

Buy 1 free 1 ^^

26/07/2012

Mom injured her leg and we went to farlim yesterday to get it fix but this morning mom no longer can stand the pain so sis fetch mom there again. After that they buy back lunch. Don't feel like eating economy rice that they bought. So I went to buy this for lunch instead after fetch sis from school :P

Muar Chee

27/07/2012

Sis fetch me to take bus to alor setar. Too rush to take lunch at home so buy a sausage bun for lunch. Reach as then Justin fetch me to sk house. Help her to peel the eggs shell. Then went to hw house to fetch her and unload my luggage and then to wt house to fetch her. Her house damn huge. Alor people really rich! Got fish pond and backyard. Nice! Not forgetting the karaoke room. Just great. Lol. I think if my house have one I will spend most of my time there. hehe :D Her room feel exactly like a princess room. White roses and bear bear. Fetch yc before we go to as mall yam cha. Ate carrot cake. It's different from the one I usually ate. It is like a layer of egg outside. Taste good :3 Walk around before we head to sk party~

:NasiBriyani::Squid::Kerabu::CurryChic::FriedChic::CurryPrawn:

Kuih and Cakes :)

Durian Cake! Yums~

Birthday Cake

28/07/2012

We went to so called museum. Forgot what is the place called. lol

Went for lunch at Red Village with 3 girls, yc and jy. The food there not really nice and it is expensive! rm25 per person :o

::Kerabu::FriedChic::

Rice in clay~

KengSom

Otak2

Kailan//salted fish

Jagung Kuih~ nice :) crunchy~

Back to wt house and sing k before head back to pg :) Met a few new friends and had fun ^^ 

Reach pg. Sis fetch to E-gate to have dinner at Boston. Met Joel. Then to Mieleyo. On the way back, I drove the car and don't know what really happen I hit the divider at the roadside and I felt the tyre punctured. So we stop at the corner to check it out and it really did >< Wait for dad to fix. 

flat tyre with a hole =.=

Sorry!

30/07/2012

Accompany mom and dad to take off bandage but a lot of people and we plan to go sunshine for grocery shopping. So in the end we left and go for shopping instead.

31/07/2012

The last day to claim free regular pizza using domino's coupon. So went with sis after fetch her from school.

Classified Chicken

Banana Kaya  ^^

We went to farlim again but he told mom that she need to bandage her leg for another few days. After that we head to chongnam for dinner :)

# 36

Plan to on diet. Can I cope with this for one month at least? :3

Hope this is going to work!

Jia you! You can do it!

oats + carrots + chicken cube

 不舍得 my shoes~ but have to let it go anyway.. you will be missed! 

My beloved larrie~ Thanks & Bye bye :(

22/7/2012

Sis and I went shopping at 1st Avenue and Prangin. 

This is what I bought :

Basic-T

Sandals :)

Feather earrings.. lol

We had ShareTea since they have buy 1 free 1 promotion. They are actually not bad can fight with Chatime.. haha xD their pearls are tiny and cute.. kinda like it :) After that we went home cause we have dinner later and mom ask us not to come back so late. We went dinner at StoneBay since they have invitation from the Soon association. The food are so so not really that delicious. lol.

23/7/2012

Nothing much but watch a movie through pps

Friends with benefits

kinda funny and nice :)

24/7/2012

Sis and I went to Gurney to watch Dark Knight.

The movie is okay.

I think people are exaggerating ><

# 35

Us.. Tadaa~

She + He = <3

Both trying to act cute~ haha xD


My love :)

I miss you!

Sometimes..

Not for long :)

Growing~~

Yes! Never leave me alone.

# 34

Fruits <3

Agar-agar

::Gold::

# 33

You are the only person I can talk to. I guess talking to him is just equals to no talking. He never understand how I feel and what I need. I wonder if he ever tries. He just do things he like without considering how I would actually feel. Communication problem? YES! I think it is or maybe not. Is either my problem or his problem. I'm so confused and am dying inside. Am I wrong? I'm just a plain and normal girl. What I need is just a word of comfort and not sorry. Every time I hear the word sorry my heart feels like needle poking me. Once in a blue moon is okay but I'm hearing this word too often. Sorry sounds like another way of saying I'm not worth your time or energy. Am I? Why do you rather say sorry to hurt me and not showing you are really sorry through your action? I'm asking too much or what now? fmll. I'm an idiot I guess. I never learn every time I got hurt. Yes. I admit I'm very very stubborn. It is not a good thing sometimes especially this. I keep on forgiving & always hoping that there's a chance for things to get right. So am I dropping my value by doing so till I'm not worth appreciating anymore? So are you taking me for granted now? Please don't make me feel so. Please.. I beg you for the very first time. It has been quite some time that I feel failing in love is happy and warm. Only lonely nights and tears are accompanying me all these while. Shower me with more love can you? Things that can be bought with money actually don't mean much. Precious and wonderful things can only be feel within the heart. Dramatic? maybe. But this is really my thoughts. I have no idea whether this will be my last relationship but I'm giving my 100% so I hope you are too. I hope you can treat me like I'm the only one. And not forgetting, God, please show me some mercy.

# 32

Today go 1st Avenue alone. 

Luckily and coincidentally Albert is working there.

 So we meet up and had lunch together at Subway :) 

Then go shopping alone~ so lonely~ I'm so lonely~ xD 

He pop up everywhere! stupid! 

Bought a dress at Rm25. hehe :) 

The only colour left but not too bad i guess :)

Can't decide on the shoes so end up didn't buy. While trying shoes it hurts.

Ouch! What my heels done to me :(

Before heading back, I thought Starbucks got happy hour so went and bought a Green tea + Red bean frappucino. 

Feel weird when I look at the receipt cause no 50% off so I ask. 

Forgot happy hour is not everyday! >< but still enjoy it :) 

I'm Penny not Banny >< 

# 31

Back to blog.. lol.. busy busy + lazy lazy.. that's why blog is not up to date :P a few photos show what I did during this period..

Preparing for resit :

Lunch when I'm alone I think.. lol

Hope it don't grow that fast ><

View from parent's room

Brunch.. yum yum~

Studying.. Let me pass please~

Mocha Praline :)

Durian!

More durians~~ Haha :D

30/6/2012

We went back to PR for granny's 100 days.. Miss you.. Hope you are doing great :) 

1/7/2012

After done praying and getting ready, I followed Nic back to kl for my resit. Kevin and  Kee come fetch me. Before going back to his house we bought Chatime and it's kee's treat :) I get myself a roasted milk tea~

During these days, lunch and dinner mostly we had it in his aunt's house. I find it a bit new? cause their whole family had lunch and dinner together.. as in all his mom siblings' family.. is my 1st time eating brown rice.. it is like white rice but  a bit harder.. but luckily there's soup :) and also fruits after meal.. Healthy~ The doggies are cute.. Boy boy and Zoe.. I want too.

4/7/2012

1st paper P3. Kee and I went to eat pan mee at desa.. yummy~ then she fetch me to college.. The paper is quite ok.. can pass kua.. haha xD 

5/7/2012

2nd paper P5. The tips come out exactly in the exam. LOL! really thank her. I mess up the time cause thought the 1st question is already 50 marks but is actually 30 only >< Luckily I realised. So end up have to rush thought the rest of the questions. Went to makan xiao chao at somewhere near gk. 

Study till hungry~ Thanks to auntie & Kevin to serve us :D

Another picture cause of boredom ><

6/7/2012

Last paper P2. Tips are kinda accurate too. But I still find it difficult lo. Stupid me! Hopefully can pass la. Pray hard! Then FREE!! Watch Spiderman with Kevin, Kee, Jeffrey and another friend at TGV, Wangsa Walk. The popcorn not bad. Haha xD

The girl's eyes damn big! 

7/7/2012

We went lunch with Kevin's parents at the curry fish head restaurant. Then, Kee and I went Alpha Angle to meet Sam and coincidentally Jackson is there too. So we went 1u together. Sam bought his rock climbing shoes. Then walk around awhile before we head back to AA for kfc. Dinner time we went chu char sort of for his sis bday celebration. After that another round of durians. Yums~ 

Room I stayed when in KL. Comfy and cozy :)

8/7/2012

Our lunch is char siew + siew bak rice. Quite nice lo and also tau hua as dessert :P We went to times square jalan2. Bought a blouse and a shorts. Also bought a few nail polish for sis. Total damage Rm 52. cheap? hehe~ went to sushi king for dinner.

9/7/2012

3 of us went to Fahrenheit CEO to sing k~ is actually under Neway but it is more high class :P nice and cheap! we get one lunch and drink and free flow of salad bar~ After that we ate Loft (mine green tea not nice) and Snowflakes :) then head home~ Went to watch Brave after dinner together with his sis and bf.

::us::

Bring me to tears :')

10/7/2012

Ta pao kfc zinger burger while rushing to duta. Not nice! but is a treat so okay lo. lol. They sent me there and bye kl~ hi pg :) had lots of fun and new experience too. A big big thanks for all :)