# 3

another boring day @@

routine for the day :

1. eat

2. study

3. tv & laptop

sis pay more attention in sms-ing rather than doing homework~

same goes to me.. doing nonsense :P

dinner for the two of us.. the cook : lym

simple yet yummy :)

bie called and finally settled down in his 'real' room in UK..

got lots of things i wanted to share and hear from him but my mind turns blank for that moment and he doesn't seem to have much things to share with me :/

supper bought by parents and sis after work in PISA..

this otak-otak taste good! ^^

bolognese spaghetti with grilled chicken, mashed potatoes and also coleslaw

conclusion : gain a few more weight for the day >:(

# 2

Home alone today~ 

Everyone goes to work and also hang out with friends, left me studying at home. 

But I did not really study a lot. Most of the time is used to watch tv and skype with him.. haha xD 

I am really a very impatient person. 

Waiting is equals to killing me. 

My mood suddenly turns good when he pm me and a immediate wide smile on my face :) 

Dad came back during lunch time and cook us fried balacan rice. Instead of balacan taste, the pepper taste is stronger. So it became fried pepper rice. LoL.

Act cool early in the morning :P

During dinner time, I got cold sweat and shaky hand when i cook instant noodle. Maybe blood pressure too low or something >< Although this is not the first time but it feels quite scary cause is like I'm going to faint in no time if I didn't feed myself with food any sooner. 

Anyway, I had instant noodle, hot milo and also a few crackers (kiam pia with peanut butter jam and kaya) 

So I guess this is a heavy meal? Fat die me seriously!

~My dinner~

Red Ginseng Mask
(3D)

Nice skin please ~

# 1

Once I woke up this morning I keep thinking bout him.. thinking where he is now whether he is doing fine and more.. this is the first day he left for UK for his degree.. so life goes on without him by my side.. watch quan wang before i got the mood to study.. keep looking at the time and check fb for his news.. although no news from him but I'm glad his friends got post up their whereabouts.. then I came across a post where everyone receive news from their bf except me! starts to get moody so instead of studying i went to lie on the bed.. went to pasar malam with sis.. bought her phone cover and then we go makan.. met sm and sy.. so coincidence.. we eat halfway and it started to rain.. so we went back home and i check on fb again.. he never leave me any message to comfort me instead he just posted where he is.. damn depressing! so you still don't understand me afterall.. after we chat and all.. i wish this will not happen but.. haihzz.. (T-T)

only tears accompany me  :'(